I was sitting at the table to night, looking on Pinterest for some new, healthier recipes not really thinking of anything at all when I realized that my face was wet… because I was crying. And I knew why, I miss my dog. Oliver way the heart of our home. He set our routine, he was a constant presence, he was my sounding board when I needed to talk about things out loud, he was my cuddle bum. And I was his human. I love my other fur babies but tonight I feel hollow and nothing but a cuddle from my boy can fill that hole. I hate that this is so hard.